Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Tuesdays are not my days at all.
I hung my show last night and it looks good in the space.
Wendy, who curates Stumptown did a great job.
I'm not really happy with the work I did...
I feel like I should have had more and that I could have done an overall better job.
Coulda, shoulda, woulda.
It's a dreary Northwest day.
I feel drained. Emotionally and physically.
I'm taking a few days off next week and I think I need it. It's past due.
I've been doing a lot of contemplating today. Trying to figure out what I'm doing. Trying to come up with a plan and make sense of my life right now.
So far this plan includes taking care of myself. Something I feel I have been neglecting. I really need to be nicer to myself.
Working on improving my work. Refining and editing it. Trying to find a new source of inspiration. Taking it to another level.
also in this plan is living in the moment more. Mindful thinking. This is the hardest of them all. Trying not to think of the past, or the future, but to focus on what I am doing this very minute. Breathing and typing.
all of these things are going to take time and lots of patience. I can't give up myself.